just drank a bottle of champagne. yep. i feel better than i did earlier. i was invited to go to the city and do all this crazy stuff...but i didnt want to. my sister was alone so i decided that i wanted to hang out with her. it was nice to bond again and make up for last weeks fighting. and we have a lot of fun together...we really understand eachother and we are alike in so many ways...its good to talk to someone who really knows you better than anyone else...so, after some conversation and the alcohol...ive decided:
i do not want to take her (or anyone else) for granted...
not only is sarah my sister but one of my best friends.
i hope everybody had a happy valentines day
i thought mine was going to be completely shitty and it ended up nice.

p.s.
i love/miss you. but you know what already.

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Your Name
You Are A:	Goth
Your Favorite Band/Song	Bright Eyes - Bowl Of Oranges
You Like To Read:	The backs of cereal boxes
You Firmly Believe In:	Nudity
Everyone Thinks You Are:	A complete loser
You Were Conceived:	In a bed, duh
You Will Marry:	Fidel Castro
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there are some people who i would quit smoking weed for...

i just got home from a show....in napa...yes downtown...napa has shows with bands that i dont care anything for. anyway, i did force myself to go out and be around people...i had a huge bottle of sierra nevada and some other beers and then i realized i was drunk. someone shoot me please
i have to go and cut hair in the morning....i dont want to go to work tho...
i hate hate hate napa...i need to move the fuck out of this place..its trapped me and i feel stuck right now.
help

i went to two different christmas parties tonight...they were really stupid..but the free alcohol and food was nice. the only problem was that i didnt feel like getting drunk...what a waste i guess
im not in a good mood...im so irritated and i hate it. i dont know what to do with myself. i cried earlier and i didnt want to again...fuck fuck fuck